so im killing time before my chem class.....bad news......

but im really just interested to see who's still on xanga...reading posts...being active

so if you even look at this comment just that you saw it

DO IT

sooo amazinly long time since i've written here, just got an urge tonight

So, this may be confusing but here we go...

how long does it take to get over someone? like im just confused cause this girl told me that today and it really got to me...like is a month not long enough? like i understand if the other person broke it off, but then you shouldnt be kissing guys, and such right? like i've had so many people tell me that its okay to "hang out" w/ as many girls as i want, but as soon as you get at all physical emotions get tied into it...?? so i guess i dont understand how its ok for girls to do it, and not guys?.....w/e one situation no biggie

Second-why do girls in relationships FLIRT??!!not just once-but all night, honestly, there is zero chance of going anywhere, so why do they lead guys on? thats just my annoying point of the night, especially when they do it to multiple people...again w/e

third-why didnt i go to school with my friends from high school? Every time i look to go out now, i run through my phone book to find someone to go out w/, and like believe me there's plenty of people to go do stuff w/, but i dont think i have the same friendships and bonds as i've had in the past.... oh well nothing i can do know

fourth- why cant i geta job? why am i still majoring in engineering? i dont want to do this, but i cant start over...im freaking 2.5 years in, more like 3 so if i start over, the way i've taken classes, i might as well go to another school and start as a freshman (maybe sophomore)-again, not much i can do (meghan dont tell mom or dad)

fifth-I'M SO SICK OF DRAMA- i thought high school was bad, this freaking dorm has the most drama, just on res. assistant staff...GOD!

sixth- GIRLS SUCK

seventh-GIRLS SUCK

eighth-GIRLS SUCK

[peace}

sooo

who wants to play poker over break?

let me know

Currently Listening Sweat By Nelly heart of a champion see related

I am sooooooo lazy....

I have a project due tomorrow and im still trying to contact my group members.....yay for unorganized projects.....I have a test wednesday that i pretty much havent studied for and....well i dont think im going to get to it till tomorrow........yay for overloads

so why am i writing on xanga.....oh yeah cause i procrastinate w/ the best of them, I think its because i know i have to go to work in an hour and a half so i dont think i can accomplish anything in that time.........oh well

So i registered for classes-stupid school had my credit listing as a sophmore sooo i realize this morning that im supposed to register at noon. I havent had my classes approved by my advisor, big mess. I go to my 11 o'clock and try to get everything in the computer ...... didnt work. So i climb all the way up the hill back to my room, realize im not able to schedule online till next week.-Call the registration office...busy, walk all the way across campus w/ my stuff for my 1 o'clock (its like 12:15) get there, they realize they screwed up let me register and tell me to take this paper to my advisor have her sign it, and bring it back by the end of the week...so everythings good right.. NO, i decide i'll grab some lunch before i go print my hw for my 1 o'clock and realize that i never e-mailed it off my desktop....so i run (literally) back across campus to my room e-mail it, and print off my roomates computer......then i walk back down to grab lunch, get my stuff and get to class...all in under an hour-i was amazed and i think thats why im not doing anything now--i've worked too hard in an hour to do anything before i go to work....so the stressed out week has begun (why is every week so stressful??, i.e. this week presentation tues, test weds, start working on a paper for math, next week math papers due, prolly a test, at least a test in one of my other Engineering classes....honestly i cant get a break) oh well......

this is a really long post...i guess i havent relieved stress on here in a while....

So friday night was awesome w/ rans, may, and declark...

we went to doubledays....awesome as always....then we just hung out at declarks...in the garage??!!...i came back here and crashed so i could get up saturday to go to chicago for hockey....

hockey was ok.....we went 1-3...so that kinda sucked, and the whole trip was pretty unorganized-oh well,

i dont think im gonna play on the travel team next semester...to much shit to deal w/ and it costs too much, but we'll see

so now im back here, being a procrastinator......just waiting out the semester....i dont get it i thought i'd be happier here...... oh well-I'll figure out why sooner or later.....

ok off to not do hw